For the past several years of my life, I have been searching...and, as we all tend to do, I was completely dedicated to this search without really knowing what it was that I was even looking for, but instead having a deep confidence that when I finally find it, I will know. And so it was...
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Apart from a not very terrifying minor abuse during my childhood, and a very normal case of my parents getting divorced, I can definitely say that growing up was a beautiful experience for me. Sure, we weren't the wealthiest people, and we were living in a post-communist system defined by scarcity, but, with nothing to compare it to, I was blissfully happy, and didn't miss a thing.
However, something in me wasn't quite right, and what kicked in as a normal teen depression soon became my comfort zone, as well as my point of attraction for all of my young adulthood. Thus, abusive relationships, constant money trouble, suicidal tendencies, and traumatic life circumstances had pushed me to look for a way I could start to enjoy my life, instead of simply surviving it.
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I never trusted the medical institution. Doctors in general, just like cops, instill a pure sense of terror in me, as do hospitals. I never believed pills could solve problems, and all I saw the psychiatrists and phychologists do for the patient is just pressing deep into the wounds and then prescribing medication to numb it all. I knew from the start that this was not for me.
So I started my investigation, on my own, and on a very low budget: free resources only.
I was drawn to learn about energy, chakras, guides, and spirits. I learnt how to meditate, how to use oracle cards, how to use a pendulum, I read maybe hundreds of self-help books, I practiced EFT tapping, learnt everything I could about affirmations, and was blown away by the Law of Attraction. I spent maybe months listening to YouTube videos and taking notes, from teachers such as Teal Swan, Sonia Choquette, Infinite Waters, Abraham Hicks, Jake Ducey, and Mindvalley just to mention a few. I recorded my own affirmations, spent hours finding the best subconscious reprogramming music online, and playing my soundtracks on repeat all through the night and as often as I could all throughout the day as well. I went to a healer that knew Theta Healing, Alternate Bars, Bow tech, and more. I went to a course to learn how to connect to my Angels. I went to a course to learn how to have a Millionare Mind. I took all the free webinars I could find on any of these topics and many more. I learnt about all of the therapies that were interesting. I have tens of notebooks full with notes, and tens more with different Journals: dream journals, belief journals, shadow work, inner child work, notes of visions, 5x55, etc. I bought crystals and learnt how to clean them and program them. I have a Vision Board. In fact, I've tried all the manifesting techniques I read or heard about. I started doing QiGong at home. I moved to Aalborg. I moved back home to Romania. I moved back to Denmark again. I tried LSD, MDMA. I discovered Ayahuasca.
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And then...I moved to Mallorca.
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In December 2017, I went to my first Ayahuasca retreat in Mallorca. Life changing, but still not enough. Since this first retreat my whole world and perception opened in ways I could've never have predicted, and I knew then and there that I will be working with the medicines, but still there was something missing...
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Autumn 2018, Mallorca
And then I found Human Design, the map of your unique energy, with more insight into a person that you could ever imagine...insight into how you work, your strategy to obtain ANYTHING in life, your authority, relationships, your programming, your design...I was mind-blown, but it was still not complete.
October 2018, Mallorca
Until I found PSYCH-K®. This was it. My missing piece, what I've always been searching for. Something that our generation craves, and has been accustomed to: fast, simple, efficient solutions. It was possible! And it already existed!!! The perfect way. The perfect energy healing technique. Combining spirituality with science. At last...
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"PSYCH-K is a set of principles and processes designed to change subconscious beliefs that limit the expression of your full potential as a spiritual being having a human experience."
Rob Williams, Originator of PSYCH-K®